i'm in love with a boy.



how I feel at this very moment…

“when you’re broken into a million little pieces and you’re tryin’ but you can’t hold on anymore, every tear falls down for a reason, don’t stop believing in yourself, when you’re broken.”3

11:11 pm, by foreverbabyx3
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totally seeing some CCW Replica’s for the teg in the near future. what’s gucci. :D

3:58 pm, by foreverbabyx3
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Nathan Robert Bostick💓

Nathan Robert Bostick💓

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A strangled smile fell from your face, it kills me that I hurt you this way, the worst part is that I didn’t even know, now there’s a million reasons for you to go, but if you can find a reason to stay…I’ll do whatever it takes, to turn this around, I know what’s at stake, I know that I’ve let you down, and if you give me a chance, believe that I can change, I’ll keep us together whatever it takes…She said “If we’re gonna make this work, you gotta let me inside even though it hurts, don’t hide the broken parts that I need to see”, she said “Like it or not it’s the way it’s gotta be, you gotta love yourself if you can ever love me”…I’ll do whatever it takes, to turn this around, I know what’s at stake, I know that I’ve let you down, and if you give me a chance, and give me a break, I’ll keep us together, I know you deserve much better…but remember the time I told you the way that I felt, that I’d be lost without you and never find myself, let’s hold onto each other above everything else.
start over, start over
I’ll do whatever it takes, to turn this around, I know what’s at stake, I know I’ve let you down, and if you give me a chance, and believe that I can change, I’ll keep us together whatever it takes.❤

8:09 pm, by foreverbabyx3
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exactly.

exactly.

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I’ve never fought for anything as hard as I’m fighting for him, but every second is so beyond worth it. I wish I would have never made the mistake that brought me here to fight like I’ve been fighting. But it was a lesson learned. I was brought up knowing right from wrong. I watched my dad cheat on my mom, I saw the way that broke her down. So why I did it to the man I love…is a question even I have no answer to. I don’t feel like I accomplished anything out of doing it. Granted I didn’t take it as far as my dad did, I never had sex with anyone. Still, it doesn’t make what I did right. I’m thankful the love of my life is giving me a third chance, and everyday for the rest of my life I will prove to him I will never make the same mistake, because he is all I’ll ever need. Together we will make new more mature friends. Friends that we can trust. I’ll finish school in a year and the only thing I want to focus on is getting through med school and starting a family with this boy. I’m willing to give up everything for him because, he is my life, my rock, my best friend, the father to my unborn children, and mostly my soulmate.
I love you Nathan Robert Bostick.

9:41 am, by foreverbabyx3
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I love nights like tonight. Watched a movie, cooked dinner for the love of my life, now sitting out by the fire. Nothing more I could possibly need. I love you Nathan Robert Bostick.

9:19 pm, by foreverbabyx3
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the love of my life. the only one who can make all the pain go away. my best friend. my soul mate. the only man i’ll ever need. i’ll fight for him until the day i die.<3

1:11 pm, by foreverbabyx3
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When I close my eyes you&#8217;re all I see. When I think about you I think about spending the rest of my life with you. When I&#8217;m with you I&#8217;m complete. When we make love I fight back the tears every time because every time is like the first. When I hold your hand I imagine a beautiful little girl in between us connecting all our hearts as one. And when I look at you I see perfection at its prime. I see my best friend, my soul mate, the worlds greatest father to my unborn children, my husband, and the only man who holds the key to my heart&#8230;.I know I&#8217;ve made mistakes. I know I&#8217;ve broken your heart. But I&#8217;m willing to let it all go. To start back over. To prove to you everyday that I can be everything you want me to be, I can be faithful, I can be sweet, I can be beautiful, but mostly I can be yours. Because at the end of the day you are the only thing that matters to me. I love you Nathan Robert Bostick. My life isn&#8217;t complete without you by my side.

When I close my eyes you’re all I see. When I think about you I think about spending the rest of my life with you. When I’m with you I’m complete. When we make love I fight back the tears every time because every time is like the first. When I hold your hand I imagine a beautiful little girl in between us connecting all our hearts as one. And when I look at you I see perfection at its prime. I see my best friend, my soul mate, the worlds greatest father to my unborn children, my husband, and the only man who holds the key to my heart….I know I’ve made mistakes. I know I’ve broken your heart. But I’m willing to let it all go. To start back over. To prove to you everyday that I can be everything you want me to be, I can be faithful, I can be sweet, I can be beautiful, but mostly I can be yours. Because at the end of the day you are the only thing that matters to me. I love you Nathan Robert Bostick. My life isn’t complete without you by my side.

9:20 am, by foreverbabyx3
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